Confidence seems to have reached an all time low.

So I got a message today from what amounts to my best friend in this god forsaken state, who I have yet to meet in person, as pathetic as that is.  Anyway, I was busy hanging out with my father before he left to go back to DC, when she IM'd me, leaving me her cell phone #

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I haven't updated this in quite a while ( Read more... )

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Ah, few things are more frustrating than finishing a truly great book and not having anyone to talk about it with. I suffered that fate when I finished "Cat's Cradle" by Kurt Vonnegut. As I was gripped by a nausea of sorts, convinced that one day we would lead ourselves down a similar trail of folly ( Read more... )

I've been really slack about updating this, pretty slack about everything to tell the truth. I wish I could say that it's because my life has been a whirlwind of excitement, and as a result, I haven't been able to make it to my computer, but that is not the case. Oh well. In the positive realm of things, I have money again, so I can eat regularly ( Read more... )

New neighbors spawn like rabbits.

Just what I need.

*sigh* it figures.
I need to eat. Starvation is making me unstable.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very ( Read more... )

I've hardly eaten at all as of late. Sleep is even worse. Financial situation is still screwed up, and I'm trying to adjust to a normal schedule, instead I've been getting up at midnight, which is kinda a step up, because at least then I'm active during the daylight hours. The lack of sun was taking its toll on my psyche. At 4:30am last night, ( Read more... )

So tomorrow, my father comes into town from Washington D.C., and I'm gonna have to talk with him. One of the things he wanted to discuss as conditions for helping me take my revitalizing trip to Michigan was a concrete direction for my future. Not long term or anything, my dad doesn't push me like that. But he's aware of my addiction problems ( Read more... )