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scared
have you ever been afraid to talk to someone? im afraid to talk to him because he might talk back. i loved him. he was my frist love, but hes so far gone i can't deal with it anymore. i dont know waht to do but ignore him. although i do feel bad, its better for me. although i hate being selfish. what else am i supposed to do? this has fucking been ( Read more... ) -
crazy life.
i dream about griffin.
eihs second.
need to see him again.
crazy shit.
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damn.
no one to trust. this really sucks. i hate myself and everyone else. fuck this shit.
anyway. fuck people up the ass. i hate everyone. except sarah and katie. and sometimes i hate katie. this is horrible. haha. this really sucks.
so inpatient drug rehab. that's the way to go.
i don't like anyone anymore. <3 i love myself.
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haha
F the world and smoke some weed.. hahaha i remember that.
im here but im really gone. everythings gunna be quite all right. -
ahhh
none of my friends have updated. i found a dime in the hallway before first period today. it sucked. i love katie. and i love sunshine and giggles. -
ok here goes nothing
i want to know who i am ( Read more... ) -
hmm
happy birthday to me, happy birthday do me, happy birthday to me ( Read more... ) -
hmm
what am i doing to myself? my life? am i giving myself enough credit? too much? is my life really fulfilling? does it really matter? probably not. -
yay for jonell
apparently im one of the hottest chicks stevens ever seen, im really sweet, and i have a smile that can make him melt. hehe. im seducing him without even trying.. yay. im not boasting about it but its really funny how i alawys made fun of dan that he needed to get buff, and then he breaks up with me and i start hooking up with some really toned guy ( Read more... ) -
next weekend seems so far away
i hate boys, but they sure are fun to play with.