life sucks...

yes there you have it im alive. lots has happened ( Read more... )

i didnt know everything could change so fast...

i went to great america saturday it was fun. band awards were on friday and vanden meeting 4 colorgaurd was thursday.

today is the first day of summer oficially for me because we went to tahoe. went to my coffee shop and got bagel chips yay!!!111 more aboust it later

ok well last week was teck week.thursday was long we had 2 smats then we went to dennys and ate food and drank vanilla lemonade and had a good time. the kayla was going to take us home. so apparently there was this huge accident and it took us 15 minutes to get down the street. we were in traffic for like a hour and a half and iut should have taken ( Read more... )

everyone come see my play tmomarrow at 2 i think or 73- id suggest the 200 one tho i will feel totally unloved if no1 came.

i rember when i knew what i wanted to do with my life. i rember when i was happy. i rember whenwhen i had confidence. i rember when i fely things. ive realized that ive become numb nothing matters anymore. i used to have confidence and i used to be proud of who i am. none of it matters anymore. i used to think i could write and that was one thing ( Read more... )

every one remind me to never like anyone i always end up hurt. each time i think i might like someone and its going good and i think possibly maybe they might like me back they like someone else. i dont know who i cant just tell people i like them i just cant and i guess that whole fear of rejection thing. im tired og being hurt and sad. i m tired ( Read more... )

your eyes better do some raining because thats the only way youll grow ( Read more... )

alls i haveto say is that we won! and im extreamly tired. i got up at 3 in the morning that is a crazy stunt for hannah. it was great but i dropped and i think it y we didnt get sweapstakes, oh well. but oh my god!!!!!!!! we beat sulivan!!!!!1 by many point! ok i can barely function i am so dead tired more about this subj