I am 21 today.

Why am I going to France?  My heart will always be Italian.  From this side of next semester, it really seems like  a poor decision.

 summer '08.  
ridiculously long.
- 2 boston trips
- 2 canada trips (montreal and quebec city)
- 2 months at camp and all the ridiculousness that entails 
- 1 acadia trip
- 1 guatemala trip
- 1 nyc trip

Summer in Maine is a rediculously fabulous experience and a lot has happened since... april when I last updated but I suppose here are the highlights ( Read more... )

I feel inexplicably sad.  We'll maybe not so inexplicably.  I know there are reasons, (sam, finals stress, summer plans stress, being tired), but they don't seem to be actually causing how I feel at the moment.  I just want to curl up and listen to my ipod.  Instead I'm sitting in the library not working on my essay thats due thursday.  I miss ( Read more... )

As Fast As:
You want to grow so badly
you want your space so much
that you’d leave me behind

I want to reconcile
and I even wait awhile
but you're too different now

all these words can mean no harm
and all these words can kill
all I want is you my love
but now I’ve seen you kill

No Doubt:
I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex- ( Read more... )

So Sam and I broke up.  I'm a huge mess from it, and I don't want to write about it here, because all I've been doing since Thursday night is over-analyzing the entire situation (and no one actually uses LJ anymore anyway).  I'm horribly sad, but luckily I'm starting to move into the pissed off stage.

fuck. 

I miss Maine. I wish I could just go home for a weekend. 

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I really enjoy people watching in airports.