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when the really bad things that happened were happening it was as if everything was real. now the world doesn't exactly feel like it exists at all. when it was going on everything felt like it was hard and crisp dark pencil on some thick and grabbable paper. you could easily tear anything or cough as flecks of pencil iron brushed up in winds that ( Read more... )

i was lying in bed the other night, sweetheart asleep, and had a mad flush of sound in my head, every little component together frozen perfectly like i could move around actual sounds stopping and starting them at will, full drum loops and signing-come-african chanting and notes and . if i had the talent to do instead of imagine , hidden. i was ( Read more... )

I am home and a lot is strange and hard to take in on a first time run through. in some doorways you feel taller and others the roof seems to go on for ages ( Read more... )

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I have no idea how this is going to go. I'll try for a month or so I suppose.

This is a link to an example websiteI am going to go to watch the cricket tomorrow, not the big one, one with a small pub that everyone files in at tea and they serve a pie and pea supper or something. and pours mainly real ale. I'll try and be a man, pedigree (pedi) ( Read more... )

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today it is very grey, birds complete the look by flying past and dissapearing behind the chimney stack to re-emerge.

i have a person staying with me lately, i am rarely alone. my body tightens. i would like to go visit the north sea, as it is as much a part of me as my ability to burst angrily outwards.

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