Its been a long week. I have hardly eaten anything in the last few days. Im weak, and tired.

I threw up last night, and today. I had been doing pretty well, but thats down the drain now ( Read more... )

So New Years sucked.  I drank a little bit, but enough to make me feel fat.  I went home before the ball dropped and got sick.  It made me feel better, at least for a little while ( Read more... )

I ate way too much today and now I feel sick. I threw up earlier and tried again a little while ago, but nothing came up. I still feel like Im full and its driving me crazy.
My friends wanted me to go out with them and drink tonight but I stayed in. I know I will end up drinking tomorrow night and feeling like complete shit on the first.

Im so tired. I worked all day and am getting ready to go to sleep. I had toast for breakfast, two cheese sticks for lunch and some fruit for dinner. I will probably end up eating fairly well tomorrow and end up throwing it up ( Read more... )

I used to love christmas. Now I cant stand it. I just end up getting a bunch of clothes that wont fit me soon anyway, or already dont fit me and my family cooks all kinds of food that I wont eat. It makes me sick just looking at everyone stuffing their faces.
I think i just want to go back to sleep. I have to work tomorrow. I hate work.

I guess this is nice cause I can talk with other people that have the same issues as I do. Today sucked. I ate a sandwich and some chips. Im still hungry, but if I eat I will just end up throwing it up.

Im tired and drunk. I never should have drank tonight, now Im going to throw up. I feel fat.