i dont know what to do anymore....i just cant take it...i cant stop loving her...thinking about her...but to her its a fake...yea...ok ill admit that ive lied in the past but not recently...ive been completely honest...i was in love and still am but i cant put it on hold, waiting for her to come around...i cant wait it out...im not that kinda ( Read more... )

im really sick of all the fucking drama....you dont want to talk to me then fuck you too....its a real slap in the face to know that you "love and care" for someone sooo much but can throw it away in the blink of an eye...whatever im done ( Read more... )

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i know it takes more then an i love you and im sorry. theres not much i can say. yeak ok ive lied in the past and im trying hard to make up for that...A guillt trip would be me making you feel like crap.youve given me more then enough chances.I am sorry that you feel this way and that you think that i would fuck up my last chance. i want this more ( Read more... )

If all of this was for the hell of it...a joy ride...then you dont know me very well...i dont play with peoples emotions...you want to believe everyone else go ahead...just know thats its not fake...everything ive ever told you was the truth since the summer.i dont want to go through the nonsense of doubting and shit anymore. I love you with all my ( Read more... )

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if it was a fucking guilt trip you would know it...everybody kept saying it was selfish reasons that i wanted you to come back....some were but i needed to know that you were safe.if i didnt love or care about you then i wouldnt have gone through everything with you in the last year.i really do care about you and i would fucking die for you and you ( Read more... )

heres the "highlights"of the weekend...spent most of it at the neighbors house....life sucks...my dad thinks im a bitch my sister wants me out of her life so that im not an influence to her life...i almost got raped...robbie(the dealer) wont stop calling me and you left...it hurts so much to know that nobody cares nor does anybody give a damn what ( Read more... )