i dont even know why i am back on this site!!! just some crazy news, last time i wrote an entry was 61 weeks ago. damn!!!!

right now, i feel like i am being sucked towards the center of a sink in this constant whirlpool of water heading towards the drain and i do not have the strength or energy to pull myself out. i seem to be feeling a lot like this lately and i fuckin hate it!!!!

for those of you who dont know, i volunteer at the birch aquarium at scripps in la jolla. every monday i am part of a whale watching crew that goes out and shows the public whales in the san diego harbor. yesterday was crazy. i have never been sea sick before, but yesterday the swells were so bad that i ran to the first deck of the boat and just ( Read more... )

all right!!!! so, the killers are coming to ucsd in april. its still quite away but if anybody wants to come let me know. woohoo!!!

nevermind i havent seen that subject headline before, but the last entry still stands

Another summer day ( Read more... )

ok, so the other day, ahmadenijad said in front of thousands of iranians and to the world that he wants to wipe out israel, usa, and the uk off the face of the earth. why isnt the u.s, u.k, or israel doing anything about it? its a threat and im sure the president of iran meant everything he said. do we have to sit back and wait for another 9/11 ( Read more... )

i dont know if you guys ever felt whats its like to go through a withdrawal when trying to stop taking certain kinds of drugs. i sure hope you guys dont have to go through that or take drugs at all. unfortunately, i am going through the worst withdrawal possible, and its driving me insane. its hard to be happy, i cant get out of bed, i dont eat ( Read more... )

Politics Explained ( Read more... )

this bio major is killing me. im fucked!!!!