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[wannabetori]

God it's been so long since I've posted and now I don't even know what to talk about. Work has been just that. The honeymoon stage is over and now I'm starting to hate it again. The kids mind you, not the job. Kids are starting to grate on my last nerve and I'm surprise I haven't bitch slapped any of them in my hormonal, anxious, exhausted, on

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[meesatrmpt]

It's realy hard to meet people out here... of course I don't know aout where you live, but where I live... 80% of the people don't even really speak English so the language barrier is tough. Just hang in there... either that or hand out detention/referrals to those who continually behave that way... you'll lose some, but in the end they'll realize you mean business. Good luck!

[ladyofrage05]

i have dreams, every once in a while, that we all buy a huge house together and live in it, like a dorm for real life. i wake up and wonder at the practicality of it-- we've all run all over the country in search of happiness and going where jobs and money let us live.... but really, in this dream, it's the best feeling ever to walk into a huge lovely house full of friends who may as well be family, and be HOME. and i realize i'm all messed up about the notion of family, but i feel like we're never gonna be 100% happy without something close to this idea, you know?

[wannabetori]

yeah lauren and i always talk about retiring together and getting a house in Monterey. God that would be so much fun. I think it's just that feeling of being with friends that really KNOW us. I hate the fact that the people I know now don't know the real me and they never will because these people will never see me throw up in a toilet, cry over some stupid boy, bitch about sororities etc. I don't want to relive college I just want the relationships back. ya know?

[ladyofrage05]

i feel like retirement is too late, there are so many good times to be had with the ppl that "know you" in between now and then! but yeah, i hear you on not reliving college-- alumni weekend was enough of that. i just wanna see all those ppl on a daily basis!