this is such a joke 
im possibly t he most gulliblle person in the entire world
i deserve teh shit i get for being naive enough  to  trust 
im like a new toy to a 5 year old
PlAY WiTh Me, You'Ll
never see  ne conciquences
my feelings
are and always have been  irrelivant
have a good  time  i hope      my novelty lasts longerthen a barbie

wish everyone undestood
dont know whats in my head
good luck guessin 
im not as simple
predictable as u would liek to think
i fuckin bleed cry
like ne other pathetic human
its disgusting 
what ive dissolved to makes
me wanna stick my finger down my throat
i make myself sick
how do i make other people feel
when even my 
persona
is falling to shit
funyn watching ( Read more... )

Unstrung pearls
 and 
ungummed teeth.
 Blood clots,
 Merlot,
 and 
splintered 
chandelier 
crystal

sucks
camilla has gotten sucke into her new friends
sad how easy it was to replace me

for all those assumptive judgemental people who say things to blame people who are associated with things they are intimidated  or frightened by ( Read more... )

this is an journal entry i hand wrote about a week and a half ago and sicne its 4 am i decided i finally have the time to type it up

" first of all lemme say how utterly ridiculous  thi sis im writing a soon to be journal entry on a notepad wiht rainbows at 3 am n my kitchen to ass to the visual im eating a kiwi and sitting in the almost dark. i put ( Read more... )

 soccerWarriorDL [10:24 P.M.]:  i hate to be a dick but i sort of agree
soccerWarriorDL [10:25 P.M.]:  he is a rich preppy boy but hes not sheltered and the shit you claim
soccerWarriorDL [10:25 P.M.]:  hes smart
soccerWarriorDL [10:25 P.M.]:  i dont mind crazy parties and a little pot smoking and stuff
soccerWarriorDL [10:25 P.M.]:  but i mind once it ( Read more... )

 
 BrassMonkey62188 [9:53 P.M.]:  hey
ArAdiA6615 [9:53 P.M.]:  hey sup
Auto response from BrassMonkey62188 [9:53 P.M.]:  one bourbon, one scotch, and one beer.
BrassMonkey62188 [9:53 P.M.]:  sorry i didn't get back to you sooner
BrassMonkey62188 [9:54 P.M.]:  i know i told you i wanted to keep hooking up, and i would, but the coke and the excessive ( Read more... )

 Elleskater [7:57 P.M.]:  i know this is probably the last thing you want to hear but have you thought of going to get help? i know emma's had some really bad problems lately and she's going to therapy for a week or two just to get away from her parents and her problems and try to sort things out
ArAdiA6615 [7:57 P.M.]:  well im on meds and prob ( Read more... )

first im going to start wiht typing a rant of a firned whos name is only for me to know
the purpouse of this journal was for poeple to talk 100% openly which is really hard to do verbally sometimes  
pink= me
green- voice number 2
the school looked passed that compleatly
i never will get how raw emotion beocmes "the most vulgar thing" someones "EVER ( Read more... )