it feels really wrong....so it cant be over.

hes sick again

:'(

i said the most desperate prayer of my life last night.

i really wish god could help me make the right decision.

were on a break.

I dont know if this will help.

Fuck i have not written in a long time..life is just such a bunch of fucking bullshit..i mean i don't care that much about ANYTHING except scott...and what if i can't have him forever? I'm not a fuckinngggg emo girl. I just am like GAH..life is just bullshit. The world Disgusts me..fucking people are so FUCKING lame. Its ridiculus..yesterday at my ( Read more... )

birth control is rad.

So the rules are, once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 "weird facts/things/habits about yourself", saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs ( Read more... )

last night i got some gauges for my ears, they are a size ten. i am moving up from a normal ear pericing to them so it might take awhile for them to heal ( Read more... )

well last night was uhmazing like usuall times with scott =)

he is comeing over and we are going to spend some quality time with my family hhahaha that should be interesting.

anyways looks like we have a fun day ahead of us.

well scott and i broke up... but it was like a big misunderstanding and we are great now ( Read more... )