sorry i haven't updated since like pre-barnum. unbelievable, i know. but there's been a lot going on and now that it's all "calming" down there r bunches of things that haven't turned out as expected, but nothing ever does...

cause she likes me for me.... so im not dead, i promise, even though i havent been on l/j in like a bajillion years. so let's catch up christmas is almost here and im done shopping and have wrapped all my presents (for my friends @ least) my dad though is a last minute man and wants 2 take me shopping for my mom bc he's a stupid idiot. but we knew ( Read more... )

so wednesday besides the running about frantically was fun i got 2 sing, play, and dance @ east and play and dance @ west but it made me sad that a lot of ppl who had wanted 2 c me couldnt cause they were gettin changed, o well. after that mommy picked me up and then we got dan and went home, got pizza from costco which was surprisingly good and ( Read more... )

so yesterday we played really well not being to perform on the field was dissappointing along with a few other things but all in all it was good. my mom thinks im too old 2 go trick-or-treating i think she's being stupid, my pumpkin looks like judy garland :) i suppose i should go do my hair and all that jazz. oo and quick note to ashley if u read ( Read more... )

i'll meet you there. so laura said i was a complex person and she's right, i'm just glad that at least someone can see that without me having to be sobbing infront of them to notice that im not always happy-go-lucky or bubbly or whatever you wanna call it. so yea i need 2 find a ride home after the pregame on friday...but more importantly i need 2 ( Read more... )

I AM: upset ( Read more... )

(we were talkin about having like a star named after u/given to you ( Read more... )

sooo im home, as you might have noticed, and having returned from hawaii for two weeks where i learned to surf and i hiked and i snorkeled i am no more tan. that says a lot for my jersey girl whiteness. with the six hour time difference our plane was at the gate at 7 this morning (felt like 1 a.m.) and let me tell you my bed has never before been ( Read more... )

aloha. this is the first chance i've had 2 b online since im stayin @ a bed nd breakfast w/a pc but only for tonight and tomrw night. wow i just realized it's really late @ home (there's a 6 hour time difference so it's only 6 in the p.m. here). i miss everybody and i hope ur having fun @ home. im saving all my shopping for maui (im on the big ( Read more... )

ahh im leavin 4 hawaii in the morning im soo excited. and i just cn't hide it. im about to lose control and i think i like it. cause u didnt c that one coming. c u all in two weeks!! <33
xoxo
Lola