ps
im pretty upset by some personal relationships that i have right now. i really want to be with a certain someone right now, but all of my attempts to be with him are left unrequited
like my love for him.

ouch

if i wasnt in ib i would with out a doubt be a drug addict by now. i dont know what to do with all of this free time i have now that im done. its very bittersweet, more sweet than bitter but bittersweet nontheless ( Read more... )

tomorrow i have four hours of testing ( Read more... )

im too impressionable for my own good
im too pensive for my own good
i hate nail polish

care for a hit of fresh air? step back with me please

I stood up for something I've believed in for a while now but haven't had the guts to do anything about it. After doing this I didn't feel as proud as you'd expect a girl to be after holding in something for 17 years, but rather I felt pretty shitty. So I started to talk online to whoever I could, I IMed just about everyone on my buddy list, ( Read more... )

i cant wait for my life to begin
or at least
this part of my life to end

so last night after i got off work i had this crazy conversation with a 35 year old mexican man that has been hard to forget in the past day. im pretty glad for that. he kept talking and telling me all of these things as if he was pleading for me to just please listen to him and follow his advice. sure i didnt know the meaning of every word but i ( Read more... )

i hope i never again get so busy that i dont have the time to stop and think about life

i used to not have a heart and be incapable of having feelings for anybody but recently it seems as if i am just falling over everyone.
and i dont like it one bit.

"I've been married," D.W. says again, "and the only thing I've found is that the superficialities of marriage are the most important. In other words, pleasant conversation at breakfast, amusing banter at parties, and a compliment once or twice during the day matter more than whatever one is actually feeling, which, frankly, no one really cares ( Read more... )