Well I have work today, that's alright...I also get paid! Unfortunatley I have no transportation right now =/ Life has been getting better, thankfully. Her and I talk more now....it's kinda strange, but I love her so I could never turn my back....and always will. She feels the same, but it's hard.....different. So I've been talking to this ( Read more... )

well here we are at midnight. today i did nothing. just hung around all day, ate a lot and smoek maaad weed. even though i was alone all day i didnt feel that bad. only one more day off thenw ork again....bleh. but i get paid too so thats cool. i was thinkin and for my next phone i think i want a sidekick. and i need a new car even a shitbox ( Read more... )

well, i haven't written in this in forever. i saw someone on it and then i remembered i have one. haha so here i am. uhm yea A LOT has happened since my last update....but i obviously can't recap all of that....it would take me 4 months of typing haha. as of things right now for myself. they're okay i suppose, i'm single and hating it. i want ( Read more... )

excuses, everyone has them.....

so yesterday was my birthday, i'm 19 now. it was okay nothing special. today was boring, i feel not in a good mood...i want some releif. but i won't get it.

she doesn't care, your wasting your time

if only you knew, half as much as you pretend you do

I woke up to a dissapointing letter, It says that you've found someone better. Well I guess I'm okay, I think i'm okay ( Read more... )

so yesterday i went to NH. I smoked weed. I went to botb and it sucked so i left. came home and smoked, ate, then went to beth's :) and hungout all night, woke up and had to go in a closet with matt, then back to bed and now i'm home.

Show me how it ends, all the same i suppose but what did you expect when your dealing with the devil. He's born to win and your just dying to lose. So close your eyes and hope die, and you might just get your wish.....or worse ( Read more... )