Odd as it sounds I was happy Being sad It was a part of me I accepted it I had to I couldn't love myself Without loving Every part of me It turned my darkness Into complacency And that was safer Than hating myself
I've found it Been wrong for so long Spent way too much time Looking for the perfect bowl of ramen It wasn't where it was from Wasn't the taste or texture The size of the bowl Or the contents within It was you The perfect bowl was just missing you It could've been Top Ramen with an egg And it would've been perfect As long as it was next to you
I woke up from a dream Not knowing where I was With no recollection Of where I had been My entirety Had been washed clean By a world I will never see Lost because I opened My eyes