sooo...i'm going to start making my journal friends only. certain people just really started annoying me. gross. so if for whatever reason someone stumbles upon my journal and wants in, just let me know. and tabor, don't even try.

so just when i thought everything was going okay...ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhfuck. like i don't even really know what to say. why do i keep falling for girls that are younger than me? did i actually think this was going to work out?.......bohiewwbhawribhhaebegk ugh ughughhhhhhh. i'm done..i'm just done. fucking...just grow up already. seriously...christ!!! ( Read more... )

i hateeeeeeeee studying. all i want to do is call zara and go to bed. but, i know i can't call zara until i'm done studying and i know she'll be able to tell if i studied or not. ugh. anybody want to give me about 200 bucks so i can go visit zara? somebody's got to want to.

my name is maggie. i like the song 'candy' by mandy moore ( Read more... )

i'm nervous. my mom printed out maps to the airports and of the airports. goddddddddd she made me nervous. she was like "how will you know if you're getting on the right bus? what if somebody on the bus wants to hurt you? what if the pictures you've seen aren't really her and you won't know which person she is and you'll just leave sad?" shut ( Read more... )

my breasts are officially taking over my body. like right now, for instance, i'm wearing a sportsbra, beater, t-shirt, and long-sleeved t-shirt material hoodie. and they're still too goddamn big. and i thought they were done and satisfied with being a D cup, but no...no no. they want to squish out the side of my 40D sportsbra. holy hell. what ( Read more... )

i've been having one of the longest days of my life. it was just a really long day. but, there were good points: *i got my birthday present from kris, amy, and amy...a blind melon hoodie! i love it much. ** i talked to my heidi honey ho who i love dearly...my heterepublican lover ***i talked to zara and we laughed and were happy and god i love ( Read more... )

why can't i live in some magical world where i go to sleep and wake up and everything's good and perfect and worked out and solved and thought through and talked about and hugged out?

i'm just so tired...................

i hope i can make myself fall asleep tonight.

i just typed an entry and it deleted it and i don't want to do it again. so all you people get is yay new hair.

i really need to just go to sleep and wake up and have it be a week from today. but then i'd miss michael moore..so i guess i can wake up for that and then go back to sleep until friday ( Read more... )