Well sence its been along time sence my last post lets fill you junkies in. I recently moved from alaska, now im living in iowa. back to square one. sence last i wrote on here iv went through some huge changes. iv worke for a year at a major retail company as the freight pic, which is the person in charge. and i was trained as a forklift driver, a ( Read more... )

It's another winter for me. Cold dark days lay ahead an i dont know what to do other then to take it day by day. Wish i could just find a girl to sweep me up in a life where i dont have to think about where im going to sleep, what im going to eat. To comfort me when im down and out...depressed from this horrible darkness... I dont think anyone ( Read more... )

Once again, life in the fast lane. Nothin great happens nothin great ever does, sept tonight once again mom and john smokin that crackola gettin there tweek on. oh yeah i dont live at home no more.....moms bf pissed me off with his lauhging at me when my shit he moved got soaked n wet so i dont wanna go to work, he laughs at me and tells me i knew ( Read more... )

Six days tell my birthday, wonder what im gonna do. Well sence noone ever reads this anyway im pretty safe to vent here. Seems the girl i was gonna go and visit, possibly stay with for a bit, traded me in...yes sir thats right....she tells me this n that and then neglects to remember about it the next day it seems, cuz nothin people say is true ( Read more... )

Have you ever been "Reprimanded" ? i dont think i have tell now, i was taken aginst my will to a place where people dont go often.....yes ladies and gents, the place is called reality....i hate it here ( Read more... )

once again its another day, i dunno if i posted but my momma rat died today.....RIP sable i love ya girl....my momma....-sniff- its so not the same without her around....the babies are just like...wherei s my momma....where she go? =( well im havein a long week workin here so i got no phone...lemme a message HIT IT UP ill havea phone soon, celly so ( Read more... )

not sure what exactly happend yesterday, but i think my boss's nephew wrecked the car. so him and a coupe other guys got fired, cuz i got hired full time by my grandpa. mowin, rakeing, plantin trees crap like that, called Custom Yardscapeing (spelt wrong) well not much else happend sept this dog keeps shittin on my floor, i think imma kick it in ( Read more... )

my rat, sable, is realy sick. i unno whats the matter with her but she probably wont live much longer, her bein like 5 already she has little heart attacks and freaks out....she did it twice today and she is bleeding from somplace, there is blood on the newspaper...i realy love my momma rat....shes so sweet n lovey...RIP Sable Momma, i will always ( Read more... )

I realy dont know what is up with my ex girlfriend danielle, she has totaly lost her mind and gone wild. she leaves her home town to move to fairbanks some, almost 600 miles from her home, and asks me to stay all late at night. so i let her bein hthe nice guy i am. she leaves...left her friend justin with me. she went out and prolly did some drugs ( Read more... )

i dunno wtf i am doin up so late......but yeah im tired.....i wonder what sara is doin....hello? god is that you? yes i like cheese..... anyway, nothin has been up and doesnt look like it will. my ex moved to Fairbanks but she didnt last long there (one day) and now shes headin back to her hometown....poor danielle cant seem to make it anywhere. ( Read more... )