Cross the Country
Heechul/Siwon
~4500 words
PG
for
faeen,
help_japan ♥ This is disgustingly late, I am so sorry. Thank you for bidding, and I hope this is okay.
and thanks, Kim Heechul. You're going to be missed like no other. ;(((
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“It’s time,” the green pixie boy whispers urgently from the newly semi-defined sinew of Heechul’s left shoulder, “to grow fucking up.” )
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(i feel bad for taking the first comment away from the requester, so, going anon, haha. but yeah. perfect. i will miss your blend of sharp detail and soft, introverted self-awareness, as well as your humour. you'll always be one of my favourite authors, of anything, not just fanfic.)
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it's so funny because I clicked on the link without even knowing who actually wrote this. It's heechul/siwon and I take all that I can get at the moment because really I need to overdose on anything heechul right now. And as I continue reading I though, wow this person writes like warmboys. *well, in my light, every good writer writing about heechul somehow is your wanna-be.* but really the imageries and everything is just so warmboys that I want to stalk the writer's page to find any connection to you. and bam! it is actually you. I should know better that the only writer who channels kim heechul perfectly is you.
and really, thank you. it's a sad moment, and I am very much affected. but reading this helps channel the frustration and angst.
thank you...
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I'm... I don't know what to say ;; I've been reading a little more than usual and trying to absorb as much as I can, so sometimes I think my writing's changing, or attempting to, but there are unavoidable fallbacks on things that feel comfortable or right. re: Heechul, that is so sweet of you. He's ridic complicated so every time writing him feels like the first in a way, but I've made kind of a nest for myself out of his shoes fldsjf will miss those shoes!
No, thank you for reading, and I'm glad this could help in any way. ♥
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So you're graduating from this fandom? I suppose sooner or later people will do so. I'm not ready to let it go just yet, you hit the point right there, they stick - with all the dorkiness and ubersexiness, you just gotta love them. In that respect, I'd like to thank you, reading your fics has been a roller-coaster experience for me and your heechul is naturally written that I lost track on which is real and which is fiction. you write beautifully, I'm extending my deepest gratitude to you for writing about super junior. *bow*
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I'm really not sure XD; (if you hang around here long enough you'll notice I say a lot of things on a whim and then fail to follow through...) I still watch them on shows and try to keep up with news, but tbh the only reason I started reading fic was because of hanchul! and then made enough friends in the fandom that they were the ones who kept me going. it's a little weird now with a lot of them falling out of fandom and... we're all getting older, haha.
but jfldsj THANK YOU SO MUCH ♥ oh Heechul XDDD
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i was dealing alright, the litte heemin moment (heechul can't hate him indeed) made me giggle but then! BUT THEN! the bit where heechul's talking about how siwon knows where his sexuality lies and stuff, that made me whimper. the hanchul bit fucking killed me.
hold me ;~;
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:(
I think we've said it all already, and honestly I'm not even sure why I'm so sad. Is it, like, instinct because endings, even temporary ones, are sad by definition or is it because Heechul growing up means we have to as well and then it just comes back to everything always being about us, idk. Or is it because it's Heechul? idk :(((
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Knocked the wind out of me.
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(and thank you for reading!! I know you don't really read Heechul/hanchul-related stuff anymore?)
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some quote-y pieces but i'm not gonna copypasta now
this upsets me
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