I think im gonna have to get my jaw wired shut. I find out in 8 days. Maybe it will help me reach a goal. Maybe it will teach me to only say what I really mean. Wasting words is only painful. I hope it makes the headaches stop.

NO its not allowed you can't just go freaking pushing my buttons and then flicking my circuits turning me back onto the whirring and buzzing of everyday action. FUCK YOU AND YOUR ABILITY TO WORK ME OVER.

Im feeling a little domestic.

I want to shout it from the rooftops. Make friends, be friends. it falls into place just avoid thinking its awkward for a little while and everything will drop down into the place you need it to be.
angular jawlines and innocent faces.
i love the world, Perle RC paper, gorgeous sunsets, my important friends, and the feeling of an incoming of loved

coming across as nice and hopeful. an optimist to the nth degree. we don't hate anybody but those two come close. happy me in august. sunscreen, incense, bathing suits and pictures... yes.

say what you mean when you mean it or at least fix it soon after.
love love love.
Jane

bodies. most people have them. those who dont i feel almost jealous of and almost sorry for, but usually i just dont think of them. I listen to life with my eyes, give me a good show and ill make the words myself. this television has newschool reruns on it. the words aren't worth thinking but i think them anyway. they spew forth like vomit from the ( Read more... )

i like these things. more later.

polka dot socks and hemp shoes in the colour that suits me best.both vibrant and dull and attractive and hideous i see myself in shades of green now. I look down at my leg and see residual green paint. I smile at it and think well, at least everyone can see my fatal flaw. You he It will be the death of me. Plant me a lilac and some columbine. let ( Read more... )

JAred, the one before this i think ( Read more... )