I start UC Riverside this week. I'm happy I got in, and I'm happy to be back at a university, but I'm also a nervous wreck. I don't know how I'll fare, if I can handle this or what. This is no joke anymore -- it's my whole life I'm working towards now. If I goof off here, I'll pay the penalty for the rest of my days. That's an extremely scary ( Read more... )

I don't exactly know what I want to say, so I'll just let my fingers do the talking ( Read more... )

So, I have four tattoos currently: A set of eighth notes beamed on my left wrist, a third eye design (inspired by Alex Grey and Tool) on my right forearm, a Yin Yang with corresponding I Ching trigrams surrounding it on my left shoulder, and Sun/Moon Kanji on my right shoulder. I list these tattoos off for this reason: I have a tattoo to represent ( Read more... )

What an interesting and eventful night tonight turned out to be. Today wasn't much -- I mostly just went shopping for a tie and some nice pants. But then the night fell, and we got invited to a party. At that party, there was going to be a few people rolling on E. So, I think, "To hell with it, I can handle it now." I ask Maria, she's fine ( Read more... )

So, here I am, late at night, browsing through random shit in MySpace. I decided to check out Katy Perry's MySpace site because I really have no idea who the fuck she is, other than the girl who sang that "I Kissed a Girl" song. So, I come across another glorious hit of hers, "Ur So Gay." This song makes me sick as is, because of how fucking ( Read more... )

All is pretty well right now. I am having a good summer thus far. I went to the beach a couple of days ago, and it was a good time. It was in La Jolla, right by San Diego. It had a bunch of coves and a seal colony to watch, which was really cool, aside from the whole entire cove of seals smelling part ( Read more... )

I'm not quite sure what exactly is on my mind right now, but I do know it's not pretty. I'm just feeling very odd, almost violent right now. I can't help but want to hurt something, or someone, and I don't know why. Nothing very harsh has happened -- I just want to fuck something/someone up. Maybe I need to start painting or something, because ( Read more... )

Has anyone that's reading this ever had the very strong urge to kick someone right in their fucking head? Because that is the urge I currently have ( Read more... )

I went to the Rapids water park today. It was pretty fun; I went with my friend Danny and his new girlfriend, Kristen(sp?). We stayed there for a good five or so hours, and then left to go home. Man, did I ever get sunburnt. On the way home, though, Danny didn't feel so good. I drove the rest of the way to a restaurant, which was called Moe's ( Read more... )

I have such a shitty stomach. I'm so fucking sick of it, it's ridiculous. I've changed diet, taken meds, blahblahblah. Some spring vacation this is turning out to be so far ( Read more... )