I'm starting to see, more and more, how the more I trust you, and you trust me......the more I hate you. Yes, you've shown me the in's and out's somewhat of this new life in the gay community. But you've also stolen from me, the apples of my eye. Used me, to be the shoulder on which you can cry. Thrown me under the bus, to make yourself look good. ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've been on. 2 years actually. Wow, so much has changed. The boy I was in love with, gone. The feelings out and in the open, and the bitter taste of rejection still lingers on my tongue, tainting all of the food I eat. But now I'm in college, and with that, I have---well, had--an amazing roomie. He also decided that he was ( Read more... )

I can actually recall many times, when I've had a deja vu so severe that when in conversations, while the person was talking, I would be saying the same thing without meaning to, with same inflection, pauses and everything. I couldn't make myself do it, it just happened. And then there are the numerous times when I'll think of a certain something, ( Read more... )

Recently, you've been putting me through hell in my heart. And I don't even know why. I shouldn't be feeling this way, but with you, I can't help but feel this way. The craziest part is, I don't even think it's love, but it isn't a petty like. I've been battling with whether to tell you or not for so long, longer than I'd like to admit, and still I ( Read more... )