if you're having girl problems, I feel bad for you son
I gotta 99 problems but a bitch ain't one.

I win the contest of most psychotic ex ever.

thank god for people who have the ability to hang out with a person when they're feeling so poorly and are alright with it. They're just there for you through the good and the thin. Unlike people who are purposely hurtful.

p.s. fight your own battles.

I'm putting myself back out in the world. There's no reason to hide. It's time for life. I'm not going to let anything get in the way of what I want anymore. No more thinking of others first. I'm allowed to be selfish for a while now. It's time to get what I want out of life.

Unfortunately, I have to go to work now. haha

Working is good because it keeps me busy and my mind from thinking. Work is so mindless ( Read more... )

please give me time to decipher the signs
please forgive me for time that I've wasted
I'm a doubting Thomas
I'll take your promise
Though I know nothing to say
oh me of little faith..

her smell, her touch, the way she rolled over and rubbed my chest while sleeping, her taste.. especially her kisses. It's hard to think of the bad times when the good were so good.

I can't even listen to my music on random without having some song that I really just don't want to listen to right now. Stupid association with somebody that I think about too much as it is. I don't need to think about her whenever I am trying to relax on one of my few days off.

Recent events have caused me to rethink a lot of past experiences. Not only what has happened just recently but also throughout my whole life ( Read more... )

My eyes are open but there isn't anything for me to see. At least nothing that I want to look at. My opinion of people has just taken a nose-dive and I didn't even like people very much in the first place. Now the one individual that is supposed to keep me from losing all faith in humanity has done the exact opposite. I really don't understand ( Read more... )