did you get what you wanted? did you take what you wanted from me?

I want you so bad. You understand me more than anybody ever has..... And you are so fucking gorgeous. What more can i do? i mean if plastic forks and pumpkins wont do it what will? How can i be heartbroken over something i never had? no- im not "heartbroken" in the sense like i was before, but when i sleep at night, you are in my head for hours ( Read more... )

music you should listen to, because i say so ( Read more... )

wrote a song today called "Princess with a tiera of flames"

its should be so obvious by now. so i think im done with it. whatever

"Hello id like to introduce myself ( Read more... )

Complete and total adoration, My gift to you, my heart was yours, In eleven weeks you shaped it, In one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and laid at your feet, That first step that you took was the worst. Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark, And I still have these memories, But we'll never see what we could ( Read more... )

come on god! is that all you can do? ive dealt with blow after blow from you, what the fuck else can you throw at me! anything at all! try it!!!! is this the best you can do! i havent killed myself yet! is that what youre trying to make me do! FUCK YOU! give me a fucking break for once in my life! gah, this is shit.

I wish there was something i could do, i would do anything. no lie. anything. just to make you happy again. I would do anything to take your pain away. I want you to be the happiest person in the world. Even if i cant be. You deserve to be the happiest person in the world. you are incredibly special and beautiful. "if i could take your pain away ( Read more... )

So it went something like this ( Read more... )

I gave in, im filling out a survey ( Read more... )