Ok, so I can't quite abuse my body the way I used to anymore, hahaha! I used to stay up real late and get up early day after day after day and managed to keep on trucking, but man, my body is starting to slow down! haha! I guess my sleep debt is catching up with me, ugh! Anyways, I had a fabulous weekend! Well, I guess I'll start where I left ( Read more... )

Is it weird that I, the girl who has been counting down the days until I become Mrs. Jason Todd Redden, am also crying my eyes out at the thought of my dad giving me away? I keep seeing him walking me down the aisle in my head, and we get to the end, and he lets me go, and I'm overcome with joy that I'm marrying the love of my life and overwrought ( Read more... )

I am free of my demons my friends and things are no longer getting to me like they used to. I can't believe how easy it is to shrug things off and keep on smiling, but it is. I absolutely love it! Jacob and I finally watched Wedding Crashers, and it was hilarious, just like I promised! haha! Vince Vaugh, oh man, he makes me happy! My adorable ( Read more... )

It's after sunset, but I can feel the sun on my face . . . I'm finally happy, I'm finally pulling out of my depression, I'm finally holding onto the philosophy that life is good and I am so blessed and need to praise and thank God everyday for all that goes right in my life and pray for all that doesn't. I'm still dealing with a broken heart, I ( Read more... )

There have been three destress Jacob nights in a row, and only 3 nights of the semester so far, hahahaha! I heard a song for the first time today, and it makes me feel so good everytime I listen to it, so go listen to it, now, do it, do it, do it!!!!!!! (PS, it's the song I posted the lyrics for below, haha ( Read more... )

Wow, I feel like a different person. I don't really know why or how, I don't know, I feel older I guess. It's hard to explain. I guess what's missing is the random depression. Not that that's a bad thing or that I miss it, I've just lived with it for so long so it's kind of weird. The sadness isn't gone, but I guess what's changed is that my ( Read more... )

Yay good times! I worked all day while others went to class, and then I came back to the room and got to watch me some Charmed for the first time in a long time (other than the 3 seasons I have on dvd) and relax and enjoy the new setup in the room. There are only small changes, but they really made a difference. I talked to Jacob on aim which ( Read more... )

I am back in Transyland, and it already feels good to be back! Why, you might ask, would it feel good to be back when I'm so ready to graduate and get out of this place? Because I get to see my peoples that I haven't seen in three weeks and I missed them all terribly! I SAW MY LITTLE BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My lil' bro Ben was in ( Read more... )

And now back to my journal. The semester is over, I survived with my 3.5 gpa still intact and I am free of all that stress! Christmas and New Years were both good but I'm starting to get restless at home. I'm not too ready to get back to classes, but I'm ready to get back to Transy and my friends and a routine. I have too much time to think ( Read more... )

Countdown til the end of the semester: 15 days ( Read more... )