i worked 3-8 tonight, it wasn't a bad shift at all. i only have one more day at western sizzlin, and i start my new job monday. i'm really excited to begin this new job, it feels like i'm opening a new chapter in my life. new job, amazing girl who perhaps may be my amazing girlfriend in the near future, and my parents want me to transfer to hood ( Read more... )

tonight i went to see fireworks with katie. we ended up hanging out with andrew and christy, it was fun. andrew had the idea to go watch them from the baseball field, but we couldn't see them at all from there, so we sat on the side of the road and watched. it was a fun night. katie seems really shy, but she's getting more open, i wish she'd be ( Read more... )

it's only 3:30 and i'm going through kristina withdrawl, it's surprising how quickly one can go from doubting a relationship to being crazy about it. before she came over last night i was questioning whether or not this would last, she told me about jacob wanting to date her and how she didn't want to lose me. we basically talked for a long time ( Read more... )

kristina cameover tonight, any question of how she felt was washed away. i don't think things could've been more perfect, i honestly am crazy about this girl. i find her amazing, and each time i see her i find something new that i adore. we stood and hugged for a long time, but not long enough, i wish we could've stayed there all night. i feel ( Read more... )

A disconcerting way to wake: to find everything in place--the world goes on without my faith in anything--to have to drag myself from bed, pull a sweater over my head (somehow find a way to brave the sun again). And all of this just as I was beginning to have the most amazing dream. They rolled the stones away and let everyone come right in and say ( Read more... )

today has been a rather boring day, i havn't accomplished anything other than replacing my old snare head and playing drums for awhile. i wrote some new poetry, but nothing special. today has been a day of question, i rarely have time to just sit and think, so that's what i did for a lot of the day. i also tried to catch up on some sleep, so i ( Read more... )

i don't really know how to approach the situation, uncertainty will be the death of me. if only i knew the words to fix all circumstances, i wouldn't find myself struggling to conjure up a meaningful explanation of why the cracks have begun to appear. why every situation i come in contact with fades before i can truly express how i feel. i don't ( Read more... )

today has been rather busy. i recorded Last Piece, a two man acoustic band, they got one song recorded, pretty cool music. next i called brennan to see what he was up to, i ended up going and picking up him and two of his friends, we were going to go fishing but decided against it. we voted to go get some ice-cream, so as we were heading towards ( Read more... )

show yesterday = worst show ever!! our set was short and filled with mistakes and laughter. several times in the songs i had to stop singing because i was laughing so hard. it kindof sucks that we don't take anything seriously, we'd be pretty good if we tried. i got to hang out with kristina, that was rather cool, she's an awesome girl. spending ( Read more... )

Can you feel your heartbeat racing ( Read more... )