Hmmmm... What to do. Bored. Jobless. Lonely. It's like high school all over again. Except I'm not as fat.

So. Here I sit. Bored. Waiting for something to happen. Pondering. Musing. Acquiring momentus thoughts. Still, bored....

Ahh...  Livejournal.  A place I completly forgot about.  Friends I have forgotten about as well.  I will try to start posting again, though I know no-one reads this anymore.  Not that it was worth reading in the first place.  Updates to follow....

Eh.....

So, again. Has my life gotten so meaningless? So, empty? I, miss her. So much.....

So I found a job. It’s in Denton and is a hell of a drive. But it pays a weekly salary. Pretty good to. Little less than at fries. However, I do get a raise in a little bit. I still can’t seem to get over Michelle. I really wish she would talk to me so I can move on. It’s starting to wear on my nerves....

So all of my female friends have stopped talking to me. I have no clue why. Seems I just can’t catch a break lately. I miss Michelle badly. She stopped talking to me awhile ago, though. So.... No girl... No job.... No real chance to get one anytime soon. Things are indeed not looking up....

So, I am no longer spending nights in jail. Good as that is, I lost my job at Fry's. $2400 Damage claim. They blamed me without proof. I was planning on leaving anyway, but, not this soon.... I feel.... The end coming.... I am currently on probation, but I feel it will not last. I have decided that I would rather end my life than go back to ( Read more... )

So I have to spend 30 days in jail. And I got 5 years probation. Man this sucks. I finally managed to get a hold of my lost love...... Only to be crushed under the weight of her words. She knows not what she said to hurt me.... But it really, hurts....... So, now what? Too many bad decisions. I need some time away from myself.........

So my life sucks.. I moved out of my parents place about a month ago, and have discovered my life just kinda sucks. I either have to much to do, or not enough. All the women I had managed to become friends with want nothing to do with me now. I fell in love and was rewarded with heartache. I have add about 25 pounds to my repertoire. I look ( Read more... )