i no longer want random people seeing my life.


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i am sick of my appearance.
i hate the colour and texture and style.
i hate that i am still ridiculously pale.

yesterday i tried to stop eating sugar.
it was so freaking hard.
at work they had ice cream for the little kids, and they offered me some.
and they brought us donuts. i said no.

i feel fat.
i haven't danced in 2 months.
i need to exercise but am ( Read more... )

i'm bored waiting to go mow my grandmother's law so i decided to update les photos.
there are a lot of pictures in here...

coldstone creamery with the girls and justin

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It's been a while.  Since then I have gone out with katy, gone to nags head with will
gone out with the girls and justin, gone camping with will, and worked a lot.
I'm working at Great Bridge Child Care at least 20 something hours a week.
The made me sick, so presently I have a cold.
I'll post lots of new pictures eventually, but I'm ehxuasted and run ( Read more... )

so
it has
been a long
week so far and
i have yet to get a job

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it had been a really really long time...

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long day today.  more college confusion.
so sleepy all the time.  i smashed my ankle at the library and it aches.
i wrote a short story last night, i may try and submit it to 17 for their fiction contest.
i need a new list of places to submit my poems/short stories.
speaking of which i need to actually work on stuff,
i feel the need to start coming up ( Read more... )

god damnit.  i am so disappointed in myself.
i got an A- in french, which was expected b/c i didn't care at all.
i got a B in Intro to English Studies, it was a 1 credit easy as shit class.
all we had to do was turn in a portfolio, that i neglected until the day before.
i am so angry.  i missed 2 entries b/c once i thought i was really sick, and i ( Read more... )

grades are still not totally out yet, here is what i have so far:
A in Ballet 2
A in World Religions
A in Dance and Its Audience
A in History
i'm still waiting on French (thinking b?), English (A-, but i want an A really bad),
 and Intro to English studies

i'm done!  so i have to apply for a million jobs after
tommorrow b/c tommorrow i have: eye doctor,
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so it's done. 
today i sent off my letters saying i wasn't going to uva or wm.
i do want to go to wm. but not next year.
i'm going to reapply for next fall, and use my scholarship as my excuse.

i cannot believe freshman year is almost over!
i have one more final at 12:30 tommorrow and then i'm done.
christ.

so much has happend, i feel like a totally ( Read more... )