my bestfriend's mum just went back to the hospital.. they found a bigger tumor ( Read more... )

hurts so bad.
should probably do something about this.
tired of breaking things down,
and dealing with them piece by piece.

And it's funny how your thoughts think they're right at all ( Read more... )

process of getting life in order = overwhelming
sometimes = drowning
because = lines, varying ectoplasms of gray
but if = head, level
i, can say = won't crash & burn, fuckers!

time = revolt, battle

end, dancing

is

like

falling.

they say, don't keep your pain in.
but i just can't let go.

three++ hours spent talkinglistening about africa. a toast for every nation.
there's bigger things in the world to think about.. said that boy.

and i kept my silence throughout these three hours.
i just needed somewhere to quell this noise.

oh god i'm lost in transfixion again.

purple rain.

i'm reaching a stalemate and pretty soon i won't be able to move.

all that will exist is me and this bed.

quote of the week:

"I'm ready for any kind of relationship with you, adultery included."

kharlal --

[noun]:

A human transformer (Robot in disguise)

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

it barely lasted a second and suddenly i'm killable again.
i'm tugging at the knots but they just won't give.
the splattered mess that is my head says this is a lost cause.
and this is a lost cause, ain't it?

there's just something not real about me.
i only exist inside my head.

if only the millions of jupiters weren't screaming your name.

Rainer Maria Rilke"Perhaps all the dragons of our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us once beautiful and brave ( Read more... )