So disheartened and out of place. It's just the fever bringing me back to darker thoughts. Try to constuct a sentence. A line of words to bring you back to stable thoughts.

It's been a long while since i found any need to write in a blog. For the longest while i found no need for it. That i could communicate with friends and peers alike. But time's are a-changing, and i've been walking a different path. I did that Melbourne stint and came back with many thoughts, resolutions and revelations. Much of which i wrote down ( Read more... )

Ever since i started work in this industry I've been tightening a noose around my neck. A noose that would limit my options and opportunities to expand any form of personal growth. I could say that I've become more disciplined and adapt at making decisions on spur of the moment. But I've become too comfortable with the constraints that defined ( Read more... )

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i don't remember how it tastes like. this feeling of knowing. i'm walking down a hallway, and i'm sliding my shoulder along the walls. i will breathe it one day. if i just hold my breath ( Read more... )

my heart is full of pins ( Read more... )

i guess you could say i've been hiding. 
i don't have anything to say to you.

except,

i think you lied.

there, i said it.

now will you hold my hand,
and walk through dreams like we used to? 
it's lonely here in the real world.

i think we could still be friends. 

fear ( Read more... )

To Write Love On Her Arms
Pedro the Lion is loud in the speakers, and the city waits just outside our open windows. She sits and sings, legs crossed in the passenger seat, her pretty voice hiding in the volume. Music is a safe place and Pedro is her favorite. It hits me that she won't see this skyline for several weeks, and we will be without her ( Read more... )

tipping scales
tipping. tipping.
mean as whales.
floundered on the beach.

waves of sand.
washed so abruptly.
the echoes and
bouncing in my mind.
bounce.
bounce.
will they ever find their way out?

apparently not.
they just forgot
they were there
for awhile.