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I shouldn't have to beg. Fuckit.

There is a black hole where my heart went.

cause there is no sexual comparison when you let him walk between the dark spaces in your soul ( Read more... )

everything's bubbling inside of me, as if i'll spillover from too much heat ( Read more... )

my heart still quickens at the thought of you.
more butterflies fill my gut-space than 5 months ago.
i dedicate every inch of my skin to loving you.
every soulspark worships every second spent
you are my God. my archilles heel. 
and you have dismembered every mechanical fibre
i obey you,
i fight for you,
there is no other way. 
in your beating heart there ( Read more... )

it's coming back again.

i hope, maybe, it won't be worse than before.
if i look up, the tidal wave casts shadows halfway naked.
i have curled cocoon-like.
crush
crush
crush.

thanks for your presumptions and assumptions.
thank you, thank you very much.

my words don't mean a thing.
they don't mean a thing.

the emptiness feels better.
it tastes better too.

because deep down inside i believed i made you happy.
but you won't let me.

i hate starting over ( Read more... )

I want to come home to you. I want you to come home to me.
I am scattered. I am in knots and inaudible.

There is no place but by your side.