"Maybe we knew that already but we were too busy to look for imperfections. This trip has been intense for me and it's just now starting to sink in ( Read more... )

in trying to reassess those around me.. with age, the capability of maintaining deeper friendships become impossible. where once friendships were irrational all-acceptance of another person, it all now comes down to being judged. we build barriers, we burn bridges. if you're too open, you're too transparent and therefore you're clingy. the only ( Read more... )

i still remember the wind, the cold chills, the warm beers ( Read more... )

that was the last sip of tonight's drink ( Read more... )

it's just another one of those days where there's so many levels of bad.

where did my mind go?

the ghost of alice; alice stood up.

...

the ghost of alice; the splattering heart. jagged pieces of the crystal ball had slid their ways up her legs. she struggled against that tiny string trying to cough it out. like a caterpillar's hairball. she tried coughing it out. [cough. choke. choke. choke ( Read more... )

the ghost of alice; the whispering branch.

she cracked open an eye.

her dress was snagged to a branch awhile back, her invisible legs splayed open a five meter radius.

so it's finalised then? the branch whispered.
yes.
are you leaving us altogether then?
i don't think i have a choice.
then what will you have left?
i don't know. maybe i'm ( Read more... )

the ghost of alice; the walk.alice went walking through the forest, ribbon tied from her hair to somewhere that quite felt like home ( Read more... )

let's play;

:auto-pilot
:dungeons & domination
:hide-and-go-fuck-yourself

tv flickers.on.off.on. distract me, please.
nightmare flickers.on.on.on.

(f)n = 1 pot of coffee+ 4 cans of redbull+ 1 box of malboro reds = x

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