Not really sure why but I think it's unbelievably horrible when you can't get your mind to settle down and it causes all this anxiety inside of your head, heart and stomach. What is a person to do when it gets so out of control? 

It's really a shame that even as you meet new groups, and you eventually become so smitten with them that you are hooked, and attached to them. Why is that a shame? Well, because of the drama that will follow after you become so enamored with that group. Why is it that when you are friends with a group, some type of tension, or drama ensues? Why ( Read more... )

Yeah, guess it's about that time for me to find another job, in addition to the one I already have. Or, to ask Macy's if I can move up in my position and go for being a manager. I really don't know which one would be better. Well, really in terms of wanting to advance myself and just earn some money for now, being a manager is the best. That way, I ( Read more... )

 Ya know, I really do hate it when I'm in my "dark place" because it's when people are the most worried about me, and I really didn't want to gain attention from anyone. I just feel really down and depressed. It's a stage I go through pretty much every month. It's my hormones that are doing it to me. I have no idea if other girls have the same ( Read more... )

I really hope that things are going to get back on track now, and that I won't have to feel so guilty or so bad about things. I'm really tired, and just don't have the strength to have myself go through it. I don't know what's wrong with me sometimes. I think I have a really poor judgement on things, and I lack the ability to make the rigth choices ( Read more... )

O dear, I can barely type because of the allergy pills I took. So, if this ends up making no sense at all. ITs my fault because these pills make me drowsy..whoooo which in turn will make me kinda..oh i have no idea. In my words. LOOPY Just don't make me laugh or anything. I won't be able to stop. Today has been interesting. Got my poster done and ( Read more... )

Damn Livejournal! Fucking piece of shit doesn't work and it really is pissing me off! The time and date is all goofed up. WHY????!!!

Gee, I sure hope my livejournal is cooperating now, and if not !!!! grr

Why is my livejournal being a big pain in the ass????!!

I wonder if this will work this time? Probably not because I know that computers hate. Oh lets face it technology hates me! BLAST!! BUGGER!!! LOL!!