So I got The Phillips Ambassadors Scholarship. Which means I get to spend ten weeks in Jaipur, India this summer to learn Hindi. For free.

Oh yeah.

I miss him like crazy. I don't usually wonder if I did the right thing, but now I'm anything but sure.

Sick and tired of the same old shit. SoFuckingSickAndTired.

Und egal was ich gesagt habe, liebe ich ihn immer noch. Und zwar noch mehr heute als gestern, und gestern noch mehr als vorgestern.

When you tell someone you love them, the appropriate response is neither "ditto, kiddo," nor "thanks, that means a lot."

I'm officially a varsity athlete?

WTF?

UNC Fencing Team, you may soon regret this decision.

Ich bin in Deutschland.

I'm loving it.

And I miss Tiger wie verrückt.

I'm supposed to fly to Germany tomorrow.

And my passport still hasn't gotten back from the Russian embassy.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I have to mail in my passport to get my Russian visa.

I may not get it back in time to fly to Germany.

GAAAAAAH!!!!

I can't wait til this week is over. And the week after that. Because then I'll be en route nach Deutschland.

I'm freuing myself!

Aber ich werde ihn so sehr vermissen...