Hey everyone. I decided I'm going on a whaling expodition. Not literally, just in the spirit of those moby dickesq voyages where you left your life behind and whent out in isolation and possable inpending death for money. I hate money, but now I have the means to make enough to be independant for the rest of my life so I'm going to go for it. I ( Read more... )

I would rather pour my heart out all of the time,
and get nothing but shit on,
than ever try to hurt you.

Woke up sometime after 11 and still half misrable like a hangover where you have to move around a bit to feel better and cant resolve to get more sleep so put in some glassjaw like I was hankering for last night - when nothing makes sence - and don't think I have since last spring and all the phone calls. I was afraid because I couldn't feel any of ( Read more... )

Lack of sleep makes me hurt and my van could cost 3000-4000 to fix and IM WORKING AS MUCH AS I CAN (my goals rubbed in my face) "you were busy so guess who gets into heaven" (from you to me) comes to mind (and you were bitter up untill the end so why not) but there was never that kind of time for me and I hope I feel better after some sleep. At ( Read more... )

Look at this vessle, riddled with bullet holes and it's my blind faith for you, made of layers built up through different instances where I decided to stay with you through the confusion and agienst the odds, but we'll call it sputnik two and I am all half asleep and calm dreaming my sweet puppy dreams as I wait for whatever great voyage. In the ( Read more... )

Alright, so I've been writing quite often to someone who's become very important to me, and the place I use to use is sort of no longer relevant. I'm offically working seven days a week, so I don't think I'll have as much time to write as I'd like, but I keep notes on my letters to little 8pound6ounce baby jesus in his little baby jesus manjor ( Read more... )

You're going to have to forgive all of my preachy venting, it's not us I'm conserned about and I think you'd be able to respect that. (She looks happy, I hope this was intentional.) You know I'm going to be here for you no matter what, just might take some time to work through this on my own now. And thought about how maybe you were laughing at me ( Read more... )

Dear namless, it's not this part of the year but rather the past 365days, the majority of wich were with you that were the best of my life. It's not that I wasn't serious, just it seems the only justice to your sticky hands seems for them to stay where they are right now because if you were lieing to someone it might as well have been here and not ( Read more... )

Have to get my hair cut today because this is my last week of freedom before things get crazy, more money than I have time to spend it, think about how I disliked how even a job I didn't take seriously might not have respected me, and making the assitant manager apoligize for being unprofessional got him off my case but maybe didn't make me seem ( Read more... )

And also, to anyone who heard about how matthew woodson gave me a hard time, and even took the liberty to tell me "becky cloonan has complained about [me] stealing work from her for years", Becky wrote me a pretty lengthy letter in responce to a couple general questions about the illustration industry that opened telling me she'd seen the ( Read more... )