Becky cloonan wrote me to assure me the lion is infact a liar ( Read more... )

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Feel like looking through magizines, so fuck worring that my van is going to break down and a trip to the library last night. A couple of issues of Elle, Harpers, some art tech book. Found some educational dvds on art history, a collection of poetry and philosipy. This library dosne't have any good single poet collections but these overview samples ( Read more... )

Sat in my room and listened to tons of songs that were our songs for some reason, the zombies "Our year" with the proverse twist that I would not see you and we would both be doing well lost in our seperate ways. Walking around feeling like I'm missing some huge vital organ, but I seem to be functioning so I guess it wasn't important... right? ( ( Read more... )

I still had gun shots ringing in my ears like Tinnitus and the words you had were littered with bad experiance. In hindsight, the actions speak louder and all I really needed to know is you want to listen. I know it sounded bad. Look at your LAST account for some chalk drawings on blue paper ( Read more... )

I deleted this, and then I was going to make all of the entries privit or friends only, but that got disintresting so now there's just a bunch of angsty highschool entries left public ( Read more... )

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I dont think I've ever been so excited about eating in my life.

If it's any consolation, the last one wasn't about you at all ( Read more... )

Ok, so basicly I realized I'm not getting a car. Also I've realized that being stressed out about how to get a job isn't getting me anywhere. There's a chance I could get someone to drive me to a job for a while untill I get enough cash for a car, but honestly after all of this, I'm fucking worn out and don't care. If I have to put all of my eggs ( Read more... )