I Smile though my heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky i'll get by
If i smile through my fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
i'll see the sun come shining through

im scared, scared someday i'll realize that i've wasted my time, my heart, my life. scared i wasted precious love on u. i want to know your scared too. i wish i could read your mind, your deepest thoughts. do you even think about me at all, b/c ure all i'm living for right now. and i'm sorry what i did. i will never tell you, but i'm so sorry that ( Read more... )

As I sit here in Cameron's sweatshirt.. i think about how perfect and fun tonight was ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i've wrote in here. and alot has been going on ( Read more... )

tonight was crazy at work. and the first day of school. i like him more and more. and i get to see him soon. i can't wait. i miss him. work was so crazy.

2nite at work. zach beat me with a pole thingy. my butt is bruised. he's so mean. hahahaha...

5 days till i get to see him ( Read more... )

wow.. u are so wonderful. and tonight was great. my shirt is stained w/ ure smell. and that shirt i will never wash. u liked my present. that made me SOO happy. and just everything u say and the way u look at me - it makes the whole world make complete sense. it makes everything a piece of cake. u make life seem so simple. and so happy. u make me ( Read more... )

isn't elton john too old to sing? doesn't he have enuf money already.. he's rich enuf to not only buy GUY clothes but GIRL clothes also. rich bitch ( Read more... )

last night was wonderful. so much better than i had expected.this is how my 16th birthday day went. ha. got up at 8 and got my liscense. picked up hope round 10? then went to watch my neice in the Sweet Corn miniqueen pageant. walked around. drove around. dropped hope off. came home and had my family bday party. got ALOT of awesome stuff (including ( Read more... )

my birthday is in 1 hour and 10 minutes. sweeeeet 16. my party is tomorrow at 7. be there man. :)

he's coming to my party :)