for the third time...i dunno...i'm bored. and the answers really do change over time ( Read more... )

so. things have been fucking crazy since i've been home. i've been seeing old friends and reigniting old flames (to put it awkwardly). but the one thing that's been really weird but totally awesome is realizing who my true friends are. on the one hand it's sad to realize that some people just don't care about me anymore. they don't call/im/e-mail ( Read more... )

is worth a thousand times more than the blood of a martyr. honestly if you don't like lupe fiasco there is something wrong with you. and if you've never heard of him you should probably look into that. so i've been listening to food and liquor like constantly lately. and i just read ain't no makin' it about a low income neighborhood. and it's ( Read more... )

frustrated ( Read more... )

so i know it's cliche. but i feel like i've changed a lot. recently. and i guess it's been in the past two weeks. specifically. because. being back at work. and seeing these 16 year old kids attempt to..i dunno. have relationships has had a definite impact on me. plus. there's plenty of other things. okay. so i know i said this last time i wrote. ( Read more... )

so i've been meaning to do this for agesssssssss. and so this is going to involve a lot of random thoughts i've been having throughout various times in the past few weeks. so first off. i'm entirely frustrated with the boys in my life. and yes they are boys. not guys. men. males. no little boys. first off. there's one. that i consider one of my few ( Read more... )

ugh ( Read more... )

my life is a complete shit hole.

and all i wanna do is run.

and no not to boston. not to anyone i know. i want to run somewhere completely new. somewhere my fucking reputation doesn't proceed me. and people love me for who i am. and give me the fucking time of day.

so being home. has been alright. like nothing horrible. nothing crazy. kat called me when i got home which was nice. made me feel loved. i hung out with flannery yesterday. which was lovely. he and i fought like sixth graders trying to flirt. haha it was quite entertaining. i do enjoy his company. he's a good kid. i've done some major major job ( Read more... )

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