he's back. for good ( Read more... )

so. yesterday. i'm half naked. getting ready for the against me! show. and sort of thinking about reece. seeing as he is the one who introduced me to the band after all. so i'm going along. and i'm like. meh. i'll check myspace. i'ts been awhile. and i have one new message. it's from him. and simply says 'i love you too'. and that's it. i'm about ( Read more... )

i feel like crap currently. i hate prettymucheveryone. just 'cause i feel like crap. i had a lot of homework today. which i only sort of did. which is very unfortunate. and. it was dreary all day. but hot and humid all at once. just completely gross. and 3 of my favorite girls went to cedar point for the day. but. karen managed to make last night ( Read more... )

fuckfuckfuck. i miss him so much. i know i shouldn't. but it's all i've been thinking about this weekend. i shouldn't care. he was a dick to me before he left. butttttttttttttt. i can't help it. i want to be there for him. i want to go watch him graduate. and i'm sick of trying with these boys and failing. and this weekend was sub par. i didn't do ( Read more... )

so wooster. is alright. and things aren't majorly shitty. and i have friends. but something's missing. i don't know what. maybe it's boy. i miss guy friends. or maybe it's city life. maybe it's boston. i don't know. i'm dealing though. tonight i went to the county fair with kara. it was quite nice. cheered us both up quite a bit. i ate a bunch of ( Read more... )

i'm so sicksicksick. of hooking up. i want someone to care about me. like. what the fuck. i had reece for like a week. and he was amazing. for real. he was so sweet. and caring. he freaking jumped my car. when it died. and he held my hand. and kissed me on the forehead. i was so completely happy. and then he. turned into reece again. a;kjfdlk i ( Read more... )

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? usually my hair. because. it's the sexxx ( Read more... )

so i'm at woooooster. and it's going really well so far. but classes start tomorrow! eep!

school starts wednesday. i leave tuesday. eeeeeeeeeeep. i'm excited/nervous/upset/happy/everything you could imagine. i mean it's going to be so cool not having parents around. but i also have to go back to school. and i hope i make friends this time. but at the same time i'll get to see old friends more as well. erin and amanda are already ( Read more... )

so. it's hard for me to deal with anything right now. things just keep getting worse. like really depressing things happen all around me. and i don't know what to do about them. and the infamous butthead which i adore. i guess i need him to reassure me that it's going to be okay and whatever. and he tells me he loves me and i mean more to him then ( Read more... )