Up date-ish, crabby rant and other observations.

[wastedmachina]

Ive been so damn busy. Random people popping up in my life keeping me busy. Thats cool and all, but Ive also been such a mess recently. Abusing adderall and xanax a tad too much and its always the same horrible cycle; take adderrall, stay up for how ever long (and recently, until i become physically ill.) I take xanax coupled with several tylenol

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[neonfaerie]

I seem to have a pretty massive tolerance to the Xanax too- not sure when I should worry. Especially as I am on them to try and stop worrying so much...
Don't take on too much- you can only care for others and grow in care for yourself if you have mindspace to grow and nurture your confidence. Too much frantic activity can stunt that. So don't be afraid to step back from things if you don't feel ready to deal yet.
Into the Wild is an interesting read. Hope you like.

[losing_myself_3]

Do you get a lot of interest on Model Mayhem? I'm considering making an account and I'd love for it to actually pan out (someday I want to get paid to model). Although I doubt I am pretty or thin enough, but one can always hope, right?