I'm such a jerk I just spent like two hours reading these old posts. I'm in love with myself. Anyway, I'm still alive (yay!) and I was super bored so I decided to see if Live Journal was still the place the cool kids hang out but apparently not. Anyway, I am still alive, as I said before, I got married (to an awesome, incredible man that I love ( Read more... )

So, um... I think that we got the apartment (I don't know if I told you or not, but Katy and I found a sweet ass apartment in a place called Woodstock like 2 minutes away from work). We have the money and everything, we just have to sign the lease and then we can move in. It's pretty awesome... And I've been throwing up since about 2 this morning ( Read more... )

So I probably won't be updating much at all for the next couple of months, because I'm moving in with Katy and Eric and my mom is moving kinda far away and taking the computer with her. But I love you guys and thanks for reading my crappy journal and I'll get on whenever I can. Peace.

So, quick update, there's a lot going on. I got a new job, I'm going to work there and at the dr.'s office for the next 2 weeks then quit the dr's office because everyone there sucks. And my car is about to be fixed (yay) and I'm moving in with Katy and Eric. So awesome. Now if I could just figure out a way to put the moves on him without it being ( Read more... )

I feel terribly let down. I feel crowded but at the same time I just want him to hug me and smile at me and kiss me on my forehead and tell me that it's all going to be okay.

But I really don't see that happening, and it kills me.

I hate everything about myself and I will die alone because I deserve someone better.
Just for the edification of all the men out there who read my journal, no woman ever believes that line. Stop saying it. It doesn't work. Just tell the fucking truth and be done with it.

So I felt like shit today for many, many reasons and decided to take pictures!

This is me feeling all sick and bitchy:

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So I haven't updated in a while because pretty much all I've been doing is working, and if I did update all I would talk about was work and wouldn't that be lame. But, yes, I'm still alive, which I'm sure you've been worrying about constantly. That's pretty much it. I'm still breathing. Aren't you happy. Um, I got my hair trimmed. I bought Corpse ( Read more... )

So I'm trying to listen to AEnima right now but my mother downloaded this wallpaper thing from AOL that has this truly awful music attached to it and it's driving me crazy. So if any of you might happen to know how to make it stop that would be so groovy and please tell me before I just throw the effing computer out the window.

Okay. Here's the thing about my mother: She's insane. She imagines all these things and thinks they're real and gets all upset about it. So she's driving me home from work (and we've been getting along really well all week) and she was saying that since she's off tomorrow she'd take me to get my car registered. And then she starts saying, no, I can ( Read more... )