I gave up on it all a longtime ago, I think. I wasn't ever the most prominent group member, I know... not the most popular. not the most memorable. But it was still hard for me...
It's so hard for me to meet new people, now. It always was, but in high school I never had to worry about that.
there was always someone there for you. always someone to talk to. always a party. always a house to fork or cabbage...
it sucks to go from that to alone.
I don't know how to talk to people anymore. there's so much I feel like I'm missing out on, but it's like there's nothing I can do to feel comfortable around other people.
there's nowhere else I feel like I belong.
like I'm searching for something now, and I don't even know what it is or how I lost it.
I just want to talk to someone real again...
eh... rant rant rant, ramble ramble ramble.
things never change the way you want them to, do they?
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It's so hard for me to meet new people, now. It always was, but in high school I never had to worry about that.
there was always someone there for you.
always someone to talk to.
always a party. always a house to fork or cabbage...
it sucks to go from that to alone.
I don't know how to talk to people anymore. there's so much I feel like I'm missing out on, but it's like there's nothing I can do to feel comfortable around other people.
there's nowhere else I feel like I belong.
like I'm searching for something now, and I don't even know what it is or how I lost it.
I just want to talk to someone real again...
eh... rant rant rant, ramble ramble ramble.
things never change the way you want them to, do they?
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