Today I did a lot. I went to class, but I really didnt learn anything, so I decided to ditch my next class. It is a horrible cycle which ultimiatley makes me miss alot of class because I see a certain redundancy in the political rhetoric of all the classes I attend so I ask myself what is the point of going anyways; however, it is those classes in ( Read more... )

I would really like to talk to you roy... I am dying.... its my spleen........ I can't feel my thumbs

Tonight I was sober. A strange feeling i assure you, but the strangest part was to witness how insanely vicious and unreasonable people get with their friends and guests. The rude acts that they commit i am sure they will not remmeber in the morning however that constitutes the joy of being drunk. It allows for the removal of consequence such ( Read more... )

Just got back from Big Bear. Once again left with the uneasy feeling of lost cause and uselessness. What the fuck am I doing with my life. Oh, well, still breathing and still having a good time....I suppose. I think living a life without cause might be one of the most complicated paradoxes. On one hand you might not take the time to ( Read more... )

Hi, this is my new journal. It is called Bleeding hearst and shattered dreams designed by me because I am the maker of my happiness or misery, but it is my misery that I have decided to dump onto this page. Comment whenever you feel like it on my whining or my random comments about nothing at all.