this weekedn was totally awesome. i loveeeeee those lunatics. not that anyone cares but for my own satisfaction i'm going to sit here and talk about my weekend ( Read more... )

lately things have been shakey, but good. i've been just kind of ignoring anything that might get me down, especially my mother. i'm finally comfortable with myself and she just likes to tear me apart. it's cool, i don't care what she thinks anymore ( Read more... )

i had a killer week ( Read more... )

D.C. kicked ass<3 i had a good time, though the musem itself was a bit of a tear jerker. laura and i spent some quality time together, and bought some bracelets and ate sandwiches and sat together on the bus. the hill's were there too, and these two other girls i didn't know. it just rocked. and on the way back we bothered/were bothered by these ( Read more... )

i heard alex speak for the first time today... he said bye. that kids so adorable ( Read more... )

today has been a long and boring day. first period we actually had to do work. but i OWNED TANYA IN SMASHING. pompeii, haha. anyhow, second period was a killer because it was all research work, that i should be working on now, on the Irish Potato Famine. it was pretty freaking boring. sociology, shockingly, we watched a movie! (sarcasm) and then ( Read more... )

i think we all need a break from eachother. but we'll have to wait another month and a half for that. every one needs to open there eyes and see all of whats going on, me included. no one's happy anymore, and that totally sucks. but today was an alright day. rand isn't speaking to anyone really though. she just sits there all miserable looking, and ( Read more... )

once again today i got into trouble for something i didn't do. i'm selfish apparently even though i didn't tell rand for her own good. once again, my plan backfires. what the hell ? i've been trying so hard to help her, and now she's mad at me? i don't understand what i did. i really have tried looking at this situation from her perspective, but i ( Read more... )

so there's things going on as usual. shocking no ? well, i want to take this time to be completely honest, even though i don't want to be. i do like john, but i want randi to be happy, i want her to have him. but i still do like him, i don't know though. i think i'm just going to let her go for it. i really just want everyone to be happy, but i ( Read more... )

i've decided officially the people i work with are out of there minds, completely ( Read more... )