So i haven't used this thing in a while so i guess i'll skip the entire school year, though it was full of all sorts of crazy things and start with this summer. i might as well start again, cause friends aren't always there to listen, but "journal" isn't going to start on a rant in the middle of my own ( Read more... )

how in the hell am i supposed to survive this year. its TOOO MUCH AT ONCE.

so school's starting. i am so not ready for it, not just work wise, but mentally too. can i handle going back to school? talk about buzz kill. but it's my junior year so maybe it'll be alright. i want to find some new friends. it's not like i need to replace the old ones, i just want some new ones to. i want to expand, and i also want to change ( Read more... )

so in john's words... what the fuck is going on here ( Read more... )

today was incredibly insane, and i hope hope hope i find some one like andre in the long term.

i'm not even going to talk about guard. i'm so happy for andrea, but i'm jealous and i don't think it was fair but whatever.

he was at freedom fest. why. and then why did i text him?! this is going to go down hill reallllly fast. i'm so confused, he keeps comming back, time and again, with out fail. AHASDASLKD.

why did he call ? ughhhh. i thought this was done, but the fucker called me. that's totally unfair, because now he's got me confused, again, what else is new? PAIN IN MY ASS ( Read more... )

i know it's been a while and so much has been going on. i feel like i've been picked up by a whorl wind of trouble, and it seems as though i'm the cause ( Read more... )

Sammy got me ( Read more... )

fuck you, fuck everyone. fuck everyone who doesnt think i'm going to get anywhere in life. GUESS FUCKING WHAT! I DONT FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU THINK.. i dont care if your friend, enemy, or family, i don't care for your opinion of me. so fuck you.