I am in need of some guidance

And forgiveness

I leave in 16 days....

wow.

I have decided I hate movies. Almost all of them.

The ones that end with the guy and the girl getting together

They are a lie.

There is no romantic ending. It doesn't exist.

Yet movies tell us that "Prince Charming" will show up.

And will say everything you want to hear.

And I know, I KNOW, it's fake.

But I can't stop myself from hoping that just once, ( Read more... )

what does all of it have to do with life anyhow?

doesn't really get you any where

can't help you succeed

so why?

OVER.

well, not totally over till I take out life, but basically over.

Highlights from this weekend:

• My "stalker" (who is Ma'ayan's friend, but not mine), Moo and I counted 22 times that he was staring/or an awkward situation arose.Though it was probably more considering I left out Thursday and Sunday, and I was gone most of the day on Friday. Funny ( Read more... )

Penn here I come

Where do I begin?

It's so cliche- four years in four min.

Who knew they would be right?

So much random shit has happened.

Gaining friends, losing friends, maintaining friends.

Who knew.

9 more weeks.

Then good-bye.

God, I graduate soon.

I can't believe the things you said to me
Now I am not alright not well
& I can not yet tell you win
I'll survive inspite of all the hurt last time
`Cos I'm a million miles away inside
& I can't breathe

Just know I did not believe your lies &
Now I will not be there by your side
When all of your choices come to haunt you
The things you ( Read more... )

I'm dying

and only one person bothered to care!

AMAZING

don't you love who shows their true colors

I can't wait to get out of here.
at the moment. I hate life.

THIS TOO SHALL PASS

my father is so wise

I've been 18 for 5 days

only 2 1/2 of them were good

life is not all it's cracked up to be

Well I've been here before
Sat on the floor in a grey grey room
Where I stay in all day
I don't eat, but I play with this grey grey food

Desole, if someone is prayin' then I might break out,
Desole, even if I scream I can ( Read more... )