I'm with a girl named Rachel. She's so beautiful. Its so starnge how all of these feeling hit me so hard and so fast. She's always on my mind, and I can't help but be so happy, just because I have her. She's amazing.

Things are going good for my band. We have some big shows lined up, so thats good.

I need to get another job soon.

Wow.I really pretty much hate every fucking thing. Its funny. I used to be such a hopeful person, but now I find no reason to be. Life's a bitch an dthen you die. Right? Its all a fucking dead end street, and everyone walks blindly down it. Fuck everyone. There are few people I can count on. Everyone else is faking fake. Thats thing thing about ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't updated in fucking forever. I guess everyone who reads this, knows whats been up. I guess I just felt like updating it. It kind of makes me feel stable knowing that I can always come and type my feelins in this little text box. I've been feeling so strange lately, and I don't know why.Well, I guess thats all I have to say.

Well folks, this is gonna be the last entry I ever make in this thing. For those of you who don't know, I'm going back to Gonzales. My grandmother is in the hospital dying. Slowly drifty away from her grip on life as I sit here and so vibrantly type. I thought my lfe had changed before, but its never been like this. In this last month, things have ( Read more... )

So last night I walked out of my dad's house. He got his key and thats it. He doesn't want anything to do with me now. It's okay, because I stopped caring way before him.

I've listened to "the Lines We Cross" by The Black Maria about 6 times on repeat now. I think I'm gonna cry again. Fuck. I've been crying everyday for a while. I don't even know why.

So Rimjob( bass player from the Aids Patients for all you people who aren't in the scene)is playsing drums in the tribute band. Thats so kick ass. He's really cool, and its good to be in a band with actuall big Misfits fans. Not to mention that we get to practice at the Darkroom, and use all the equipment already setup. So yeah. Things with the ( Read more... )

I"m just starting to realize how everyone and everything is changing. Not just me. Everyone is growing up and growing into themsleves. We're all changing. All becoming more real and matture. Once again all trying to find oursleves that we thought we knew so well. I've been sitting here reading through people's old LJ entries. Shit is so different. ( Read more... )

Courtnie came to pick me up about 5 and we went to get her tattoos touched up, but her artist didn't show up(which is fucking shitty). Then we headed out to Dax's party,which he wasn't in jail for like and hour of before he showed. Fondeling Amber was pretty good. I ust say, they were pretty tight with their music. You can tell they practice. A ( Read more... )

This entry is to consist of 2 things. 1.Courtnie 2. Lyrics to a really good Misfits song ( Read more... )