I sit outside letting my mom use my wireless listening to some political statement just thinking about all different stuff. Although it has been an absolute great weekend, something is still missing. I think one of the things that is really bothering me is loneliness...I've lost a lot this year and feel that it was all for a reason and you know ( Read more... )

So this weekend was pretty alright for seeing most of my good ol' pals. Went to the Oktoberfest most of the weekend and had lots of fun. Also had some bad times this weekend, but shit happens and thats life. People just have bad attitudes and can't confront their problems rather than just let it overcome them and piss them off for something ( Read more... )

whats the point in living when everything around you turns to shit ( Read more... )

It is time for my heart to let go...I can't let this depression of loneliness take me away from my family. They are what's most important...so today, I've made my decision. I am going back to school, I'm getting a job by this weekend and I am getting back on my feet! Smile for a better day ( Read more... )

read this and tell me if this isn't fucking annoying ( Read more... )

FUCK GUYS!!! ALL OF THEM CAN SUCK ON A FUCKING COCK AND LICK SOME HAIRY ASS BALLS FOR ALL I FUCKING CARE!!

All of them just fucking tear girls apart and fuck with our heads...they are so fuckin dumb no wonder why they don't ever think....

fuck'em!!!

This is some bullshit.....
I am beyond pissed off now!

please come back to me...

please forgive me...

please take my heart away...

Take what left you have of me...

Drink all of me and feel me running through your veins...

So much is too much...

When you want too much...

I feel cold and out of touch ( Read more... )

I was trying to explain this to Jeanette but yet its so hard to put it into words ( Read more... )

i talked to Trey tonight and everything was alright and he understood everything...he said when i feel ready, or whatever i need, just to let him know...i was so scared but why? he's been my best friend for like 3 years, so why so scared now to tell him how I feel ( Read more... )

It kills me everyday because not only am I going to see Employee of the Month next week, but i watch VICIOUS CIRcle just about every night before i go to sleep..

GOD I WANT DANE COOKS BABIES...that sounds so bad but I just love him to death!! UGGGGGGGGHHHHHH..

blagh, sleep day, and sleepy time. NIGHT!