This year, I've really thought about what I want, and after looking at Jacksonville University, my life would be set...Don't know if I want to do apartments with 2 other people I don't know though. Only complication ( Read more... )

About 4 years ago, I met two amazing people that to about a month ago were there for me in any way possible. When a friend got into a car wreck we were always by each other's side to make sure that person was alright. We would always go out when one of us had the night off and when we were aloud to go to Checker's and be complete dumbasses if one ( Read more... )

I just may have had an epiphany. I'm laying in my bed and just got finished talking with a good friend of mine and its so great to talk with someone with the same point of views. Our topic tonight was "true love" and if its predestined or not. Wow, what a deep conversation. Talking about it kind of made me overlook some things and really helped ( Read more... )

The one thing I can't stand is sitting here in class doing absolutely nothing at all but looking up things on the internet. I'm not learning anything at all. What's the point of being here if I'm not gonna benefit from it. It makes no sense at all ( Read more... )

To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a ( Read more... )

I am so freaking happy because the first time in a longggggggg time an actual MAN took me on a REAL DATE!!! and I didn't have to pay this time!!!! my god, where has he been?! lol, had a great night except i really wanted to go to the club tonight, but i can't do it without my dancing partner. I miss her....i miss going to Aqua and just ranting on ( Read more... )

Gosh, so much has happened in the past week I hope I don't leave anything out! Lets see, I've been hanging out with some old buddies of mine that I haven't seen in forever such as Ryan (i love my hubby, lol), Vince, Dustin, Nikki, etc...And it's been a blast hanging out with them! I went to their Halloween party in Palm coast for a lil bit with ( Read more... )

i hate all men/boys...they suck!!!

There are no good guy out there...

ugh i hate being alone!

been crying all night because I had just aout the worst dream ever last night about the guy I still miss so deeply......errrr!!!

I had the greatest night last night with a very interesting guy that I met during biketoberfest but like i said before i cannot get involved with anyone unless they actually wanted to take it slow and not rush into anything....so...maybe ( Read more... )

Talking to my mom today about how I really feel because I have been hiding from it for so long. She needed to know because she was getting worried. I talked it out and finally got the best advice today. I've been so locked up and shut out from what was really true for me ( Read more... )