I'm better now...I'm not sure what's been wrong with me lately..so I'm going to blame it on being the end of the school year...cause the more I think about it...my life is pretty great right now..my boyfriend, old friends, new friends, my roommate, my job, my family, and i really do like school im just ready for summer. Right now i love everything ( Read more... )

i want to be happy. i can't even remember what it feels like to be happy. i wish someone could remind me of a time when i was happy. cause i just can't remember.

I'm so happy right now...i finally got a job..The Waters in Minocqua..i start next weekend, training, being the dishwasher, just to get used to working in the kitchen and then after my training i'll be the prep cook...i guess im starting my career now...I haven't been this happy in a long time..It's nice to actually feel happy again i think i ( Read more... )

yeah...life is really different...in a good way...i have nothing to complain about...cause right now, i'm loving life, my friends, and family. haha...what do you think about that one.. yeah...that's what i thought...this weekend was the best...i love people...mmhmm

Hmm...this is my first "real" relationship. real?...i'm not sure..he told me that friends are the most important right now. now i know why i only get one or two nights in a week to be with him. he comes over to my apartment at 9 or later and we sleep. then he leaves in the morning. then i don't see him till the next time..im not sure what to think ( Read more... )

I love you...that's what he said to me.

hmm...i guess today's my birthday...i think it's supposed to be a happy day...but it's a sad day...alex is going to iraq..cayla and nick are going back to green bay...im going back to minocqua...and our vacation is now officially over...claire and i didn't even get to go to phil's again like we planned 100 times but never happened...i cried today ( Read more... )

okay..i've been sitting in my house with nothing to do..so i decide to just chill and go on my computer since no one wants to hang out or call me...and then all of a sudden 5 guys walk in my house at 11:00 and expect me to play porno password with them..i mean honestly who just comes to my house at a time like that and expects me to get out of my ( Read more... )

why why why do people go to london???..i don't know. maybe they want to or need to. damn..my birthday is the 18th..what the hell..19?...who wants to be 19? that's a stupid age. oh well... i guess i'll just be 19 for a year it's okay...ummmm yeah tell me why i'd want to be 19

hmm...i'm not sure what to do at this moment so i do nothing..but the nothing that i'm doing is actually something.. who cares..my point is i'd rather be doing something right now...i don't really feel like sleeping or doing things i usually do..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...fuck this shit!! im out