im finally done!!!...i am happy and i am single i do not need you anymore

it was my birthday yesterday well an hour ago....but it's still my birthday and i am having the best birthday ever...ben called me after i blew my candles out and i was with jeana all day and she is the best ever and my bestesst friends called me and i love them...and im really happy right now i really am...musiic is cool too...i know what the ( Read more... )

i have never felt as happy and relaxed as i do tonight. i talked to ben tonight and he told me that he doesn't want me as a friend and that he doesn't need any of his old friends anymore cause in a sememster he's moving and will find new friends..haha...he doesn't understand how to keep old friends and couldn't understand how i stay friends with my ( Read more... )

December 18th...my first time in a plane...and i loved every second of it. it wasn't bad at all. and when i got to denver my jean and jerry picked me up and we went to chili's...it was awesome...then we got to their house..which is the coolest house ive ever seen and everything i want my house to be..there house is on a mountain and the view is ( Read more... )

my boobs are cold...and im am loving life again...i don't like this shirt cause my boobs stick out and i don't like when that happens...i got a a new cell phone and im in love with it and im in love with jeana....and i can't wait til break..thank you i love you

sorry to everyone...i talked to friends i hadn't talked to in months this past week and last night and it felt great...i can't believe how ben made me change...when i was in high school i never really had a long lasting relationship or one at all and i said i would never ever change or lose touch with my friends now look...i fucking did...i'm so ( Read more... )

i've never felt this way before...i've never loved someone as much as i love him...he told me i don't make him happy any more and he knows i haven't been happy for a while..he loves me and needs to be friends with me but can't be with me...it's not 10:19 and i have been crying since 8pm last night...i can't stop.. i wish i could. it was exactly 11 ( Read more... )

im single!!!...i don't know what to do!!!

Fuck everyone...that's all i have to say...im not in a good mood and im hating everyone right now...that's okay cause you all hate me anyways...hope you're all having a great time and not keeping in touch with me ahhhhhhhh

I'm done with my first year of college..one more to go!!!...I can't believe it's already over, i have to admit it was the best year ever...i met my boyfriend who i love so much, my new room mate who is the coolest ever. and i got to see claire and other friends more than i thought i would. But now i am ready for summer. I know it's going to be